Blessing or curse? What does Luminor think?

“Im the best proof for showing that one can make their dreams come true!” That Luminor can convincingly say this, is not something he would have believed a few years ago. Why?
“With my appearance I only have bad memories. I have an unusual nature and because of that I was a total outsider,” tells the singer.
“And that was painfully noticeable in school. The people harshly bullied me, wrote threats and even called my house and bullied me,” And how!
“From anorectic (gruftie *shudder*) to gay devil worshipper and everything in between. Or just crazy. While this became worse with every day that passed, we even had to change our number,” he remembers. No one would be able to deal with these discouragements.
“I didn’t need to be loved by everyone, I just wanted to be left alone,” tells Luminor.
“But when I was 17 I just couldn’t deal with it anymore. I called in sick for the rest of the year and never went back after the holidays were over. I completely alienated myself and just sat in my room and wrote and thought a lot,” Also about suicide?
“No! I never asked myself if I wanted to die. But the feeling to never belong somewhere is really horrible, one really stands on the edge of a cliff. And to balance there for a long time is very hard but I made it.” How?
“I said to myself one day; if you lost everything, you are unbelievingly free! And I wanted to live this freedom. So after a year of seclusion, I went back into the world.” Ever since, Luminor’s life has changed completely.
“I left the old behind me. People look at me differently now. Now I get the acceptation that I’ve always wished for. Now I can finally show on the outside, what I feel on the inside!”